So...not to sound weird but, there's something following me around recently. Sort of in my head. Whatever I do, there are thoughts and voices in my head worrying about the past and the future. Its like a shadow really, sometimes I feel sick -.-. I can't undo what I said and I don't really want to because I think it was for the best, but sometimes people get left behind by whats best for us don't they? I can't help just, well wondering if it will turn out right or wrong, or if the past will never stop following me around. I changed my font on msn, the one I've used like forever...but why? Did I want to just completely change everything? I suppose its just like...there's a maze of things left behind, pictures, photos, comments and letters... Old memories that you just can't help stopping to look at as you try to change everyhting. I just feel like it might be better if I wasn't the person I was then. Its hard I guess, but nobody wants to sit and hear me ask them if I did the right thing. I couldn't decide, I was forced to make a choice and I did...yeah. I feel like, I want to say everything and just tell people how I feel but I don't have the right to, because its all my fault.

Oh yeah...if you happen to know what the Corn Exchange in Leeds is...go here

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Because its being turned into a food court and all the cool shops are being kicked out...sign the petition and maybe someone will hear. Well, thats about it.